I see your scarring smile. The smile that once made it’s way to mine in its presence. The smile that raised your cheeks up in a minuscule yet impactful way. The smile that somehow motivated your clear blue eyes to sparkle. The smile that change your entire expression in a calm yet incredible way. It was always a reassuring feeling that infested every tiny nerve in my body. It was a beautiful feeling every time I had the fortune of seeing your beautiful smile.
Now it’s a dangerous and unforgettable scar across the skin of my soul. It’s a reminder, a cruel reminder of the times that have long gone. It’s a smile no longer in my presence, only in the distance of my mind. I wish it would return but I know that could never happen. I have to move on, I can no longer live like this.